When You're Alone..

It should have been mine and my ex's 2 year anniversary yesterday and it was the hardest day I've had ever since he broke up with.


 Him and his new girlfriend are still together. He's going out with my friends. My best friend is going on motorbike rides with him and hanging out with him as if he hasn't completely broken me. All my other friends are still hanging round with him.

I have no one. I have my parents but I have no friends.

That is a fact.

I just need someone who can hate on him with me, who I can stay up with til the early hours of the morning and just cry about how he's moved onto someone else after a few months after telling me he wasn't ready for a relationship and he needed time for himself.

I have no one. I sit in my room crying because I feel betrayed. I feel lonely. I have no friends to go out with and when I do meet my best friend every now and then, she mentions my ex and then I realise that I am alone.

I am very much alone in this world and the only things keeping me busy are my blogs, reading books about fictional characters who find love and are never let down.

I am alone.

And I cannot take it anymore.